Isabella must of been feeling a little pale..

My little girl after getting into my bronzer and lipstick!
She is makeup, jewellery, accessory mad this girl!! And how could i get cranky when i walked in and she said "arnt i beautiful!":)

I have another addiction to confess too..

cake/pikelet/biscuit mix!!
I spend sundays doing baking for the week, giving off the impression of wat a good homemaker, yet i really only do it so i can like the batter!!!
mmm its soooo yummy, i block out of my mind that im eating raw egg and enjoy the gooey fatty goodness!!!!
And ive been caught as my partner finds tell tale signs such as a drip on my shirt of a bit in my hair :o
errr so bad need to kick these cake mix addiction as well!!

Sharing some funny with u this weekend!

One of my favourite sites is called www.funnyordie.com it has some HILARIOUS clips often featuring celebs..Its partly made by will ferrell so that should give u a idea of how funny it is..
The first clip ill share with u is probably there most popular one called the landlord starring will ferrell...
ENJOY!!!

The Landlord from Will Ferrell

TWIHARD!!!!

Im off to watch twilight eclipse again tonight, i am a huge twilight lover, love love love it!! I am team edward..mmm....I k now people give this twilight phenomenan alot of shit but really its been such a high point the past few years for lots of reasons~!! The books were great to read and a great talking point with friends..of course the movies and the leading up to it were alot of fun.. go ing the premiere of the movies with my friends, acting like teenagers..plus its a great conversation starter- team edward or jacob?? and how annoying is bella!?:)
Its so nice when ur day is filled with the stress of kids partners bills housework to have a escapism like this...I love it! cant believe we have a year and a half til breaking dawn agh!!!

cant wait for this week to be over!!

I am soooo tired! not really sure why im getting about 6 solid hours at night.. i think its my diet and all the sugar.. Ive been working my butt off at the gym and thats exhausted me too.
I have woken with a headache every day this week, its daves first week of work out of the home and im missing him. We are dead broke, waiting on our tax(taking way to bloody long) so have not been able to go to the shops or anything and just had to cancel going to my friends bday dinner caus of lack of funds!
My little girl has been a real mischief maker and over the weekend and monday her and my son dylan had diarohea...its also been raining all week and the kids are bored!
ah anyway bring on next week- finally get a payday.. and hopefully i can find some energy from somewhere!
Tried a new gym class today called x55 its intense!! really worked up a sweat.. then came home and ate leftover pizza and had a maccas coke.. such a sabotager i am!
Really need a good nap... but will have to wait til tomorrow, bellas day care day- Bring it on!!!

my serious addiction

I am seriously seriously addicted...
i think about it allll the time, have it at obscene hours, sometimes more than once a day, i sneak it when noones looking, spend way to much money on them, have it even though i know its bad for me, have it even though the people at maccas pretty much laugh at me when they see me coming...
I NEED HELP!!!

microdermabrasion

So i had my first session of micro this week, have been wanting to get it done for years and am finally doing it!! Unfortunatly after my one session i havent noticed much difference, my skin is a little smoother and tighter yeah, but i really want my pigmentation gone.. i have a little bit above my mouth and on my forehead that came with pregnancy..i have another session this coming week then i might do another one or two..
It hurt a little getting it done which i wasnt expecting.. it was like a little suction thing scratched against ur face over and over afterwards it had looked like a cat had been at me as my face was covered in little scratches... of course i got sucked in to buying expensive creams that i know ill never use( sigh!)...Ive found another great beauty place im gonna try soon that does body wraps massages exfoiliation etc, it seems so cheap!! cant wait to try it, after this winter my body needs a overhaul thats for sure!!
anyway ill keep posted about if this micro does get rid of the pigmentation, they did say with some people if they have it ingrained enough that they might need IPL, i hope i dont need that as its too expensive for me!!
oh and i NEED to drink more water when they looked at my face under the uv light, it was soooo dehydrated- they even reference me to a sultana!!:( I need to be juicy like a grape apparently!!

Blugh why cant i stop eating junk food?!?

well obviously caus its soo yummy :p But after years of sitting on my ass and being lazy i finally got fed up with being chubby and joined the gym, ive been working out hard there for a month but i just cant fix my eating habits!! i am so sugar addicted its ridiculous! from Breakfast to dinner i consume sooo much sugar! and of course im finding it so hard to quit as i get headaches and so tired, and being a stay at home mummy im always home and bored and so easy to snack!!
So of course ive lost zero weight! Im gonna be a bridesmaid coming up plus a few other things going on and SO wanna lose the weight for it all, but just cant stop myself from snacking!! I gorge myself through the day then starve myself at night caus i feel bad...its so silly.
Today for example ive had coco pops, crumpets with golden syrup, maccas coke( i am addicted!!) and a violet crumble..and its only lunch time now...soo much sugar and junk!
Then ill be off to the gym this after noon yet in my head as im sweating my butt off(i wish!) im thinking this is so pointless caus of the way i eat..And wats annoying is theres not much healthy food i like to buy to substitute it all for! I HATE water(although have a few sips at the gym) and while i eat a couple of kinds of fruit and veges, theres just no "lunchy" stuff i like thats good for me.
anyway come next tuesday(shopping day) im not gonna buy any junk and just healthy stuff, and am gonna try my darndest to kick this sugar addiction so i can at least try and lose a kilo or two before this wedding!!
last year i lost 7 kilos just by cutting out dinner and late night snacking. since winter has started ive put 2 of those kilos back on:( agh why do i do it to myself, im my own worst enemy! it is my dream to be thin for once in my life( always been a little chubby) yet why do i sabotage myself from getting there!?!

Belvid!

A post dedicated to my beautiful man!
We met 4 and a half years ago in melbourne(im a qlder) I fell in love straight away as he has a heart of gold( took him awhile longer:)) Unfortunatly i didnt know what we were going to do as he was in melbourne and i in a country town in qld, i couldnt move as i had children and couldnt move them away from there father.
We travelled back and forth for 6 mths, every fortnight, mainly him doing the flying as i couldnt afford it being a single mummy, until one magic day when he called and said he was getting a transfer and moving up here!!!:) It was the most romantic moment in my life, i was INCREDIBLY happy, after such a rough time in my life.. COuldnt believe someone was moving away from there friends and family and life to come be with ME! crazy but i was very grateful:) he sold all his stuff, hopped in his car and drove up:) We moved in together then a few months later i found out i was pregnant with our little girl. Everything happened very fast, and we have had a few bumps along the way getting adjusted to our new life( especially him, as it wouldnt be easy for anyone to move away from there whole life, and also move in with someone with 2 children!) But we have had a blast together these past 4 years, has never been boring, we keep each other laughing, and i love him more than the day i met him as hes proven to be the best father and a wonderful stepfather to my boys. Hes smart, talented, funny, beautiful , sexy, kind - everything u could want in a guy and even though i dont always show it to him i cant believe i striked it so lucky having a guy like him after so many doofus's in the past!
Hope im not to sappy- noones perfect he has his little flaws of course as we all go, and we fight like any other couple.. but after a really bad marriage and i can truly appreciate how good i got it now. We call ourselves Belvid(belinda, david) a more average plainer brangelina;)
It takes a good man to stick by me, as i can be a bit of a nutter- but hes also a lucky guy as he scored two beautiful little boys, and my wonderful family by being with me :P
As ive said previously, we should have some ENGAGING news in the next few days, so another exciting chapter in our life together will begin, and i cant wait!!!!

Love is a friendship set to music.

err early mornings!:(

Ugh i HATE getting up so early! my daughter is a early riser.. one stage she used to get up at 430 !yuk! This morning it was 530, so painful!!!
But it gives me some extra time to write another post!!
So yesterday.. that was a GOOD day!! My partner got a job after being out of work for a few weeks.. yay!! we thought he was going to have to get one in a different town but thankfully got one here, phew! Starts on monday so thats exciting. But ill miss him as hes been working from home for the past year and a half so used to having him around, so it will be lonely!! ( and yes will miss having that extra pair of hands here for help:))
I went shopping yesterday( as usual!!) but got microdermabrasion for the first time! It hurt, wasnt expecting that, and my face was so sore afterwards.. i looked like id been mauled by a cat covered in little scratches:) Feels good today though! Am going back for another session next week hopefully i can get rid of some pigmentation!
had a beautiful sunset yesterday check this out-.. ok its up there^^
Today i dont have much going on except for some house work.. yay(pfft)
Well better get moving, xx

My babies!!

Well here i am again, still working out this site..trying to find out how to read others blogs..where to find them etc??
anyway will start my first proper blog talking about my babies!!!
Shall start with my first born- Brayden, whos 9..A beautiful boy with big brown eyes..He has aspergers so is a little quirky like his mummy, but hes also the sweetest boy ull ever meet..such a good heart, helpful to others, loves animals..his latest obsession is dinosaurs..he cries himself to sleep because they are extinct now..awww:)
My second born is Dylan whos 6. He is a little cutie who gets alot of attention from strangers, he has ALOT of energy and keeps us all laughing..
And my baby is my little girl Isabella whos 3. Shes a little diva in the making, loves clothes and accessories like her mummy, is bossy but also very cute and smart and loves to sing and dance!!
Here is a little piccie of my most prized things in this world!
Ull hear alot from me about these little crazy cherubs..im a notorious photo taker..camera never leaves my hand!!:)
well im off to figure out this site a little better...xx

The beginning..

Hey everyone, if anyones even reading this??:)
This is my first blog, thought it would be a great thing to start seeing as im notorious for blabbing on to everyone all day long, til there eyes mist over, so i will not take it out on all of you!!:)
A quick little ditty on me- My name is Belinda, im 29(ugh) mother of 3 kids, 2 boys(9 and 6) and a little girl(3). My boys are to a previous marriage, and my little girl is with my current partner(who ihave on good authority is popping the question in the very near future:):))
Im a stay at home mum, have a wonderful family and friends, am quirky, messy, spendaholic, sugar addict, great friend, morbid, and obsessed with my father!! Best thing about me is my BEAUTIFUL CRAZY kids!!:)
So ill end my first blog here, as i have to go get the kiddies ready for school, running late as usual as ive gotten distracted on the computer.. another thing about me.,.. i dont always qualify for mummy of the year:)
Will be back shortly with more ramblings from ...me!!:)