Over my dead body

I will never let my children around the homewrecker. I will do everything in my power to keep them away.. That girl is disgusting.

what a loooong day

Today we have just been sitting around the house.. its flooding where i am so kids are home from school.. its been very boring .. but also chaos with 4 kids.. ! yes it can be both:)
Anyway because of the recent happenings with my ex and being so hurt by him, i havent wanted to speak to him.. but in saying that.. trying to go a whole day without texting.. is so hard! Im so used to any time the girls do something cute telling him, or if something interesting happens here, telling him..plus sometimes i get a overwhelming feeling of hurt or anger and want to have a go/sook at him. I hate this all so much...:(

Been a bit quiet..

No posts in a couple of days.. just too depressed to write anything:( Ill b ok for a minute then the next minute i think of him with her and i wanna throw up. I wish i had one of those memory eraser things from the men in black movies, so i can forget all about him. :(

Even more devastated..

:(:(:( today i found out that my ex leaving me again wasnt for the reasons said but caus he went back to the girl he cheated on me with.  There in love blah blah blah blah.. There is no way in hell i will be letting my girls around that skank. Im so devasted.. feel so sick at the thought of them being together.. no idea how ill sleep.. or even anything.  When will all this pain and heartbreak stop?:(

Happy 11th birthday Brayden

Today is my first born son Braydens birthday.. I love this boy to pieces.. he has the warmest heart.. and is mummys special boy. He has aspergers and i used to worry about what the future might have in store for him... i dont have to worry. He is so kind and thoughtful .. im sure good things are destined for him:) Love u Bray xx

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Sad...

Feeling sad as tomorrows my sons birthday and I don't have either his father or stepfather to share it with anymore:(. No one to look to and smile as he opens his pressies.. No one to come in his room with me and wake him up and sing happy birthday.. All of that stuff...